Saturday, August 5Th Day was pretty slow… On the phone with my friend… and then whole afternoon chilling in the bed, watching cartoons… and in the evening on the phone with my family… and in the middle of our talk, someone is pinging me on YM…. IT’S HIM! My first thought: HE DIDN’T LEFT INDIA!!! [...]
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He is away – day 14/14
August 6, 2006He is away – day 13/14
August 6, 2006Friday, August 4Th One more work week is done… and one more weekend ahead of me… but he will be here on Sunday. I’m not able to believe that just one more day without him, and he will be here, next to me… holding me in his arms… I will feel his lips again… When [...]
He is away – day 12/14
August 6, 2006Thursday, August 3Rd We chatted again this evening… that was so nice, and relaxing. I’m just happy that he is managing to find some time for me. I know that he is enjoying with his family, and I’m feeling kinda guilty, because he is on-line with me, instead of making a good use of every [...]
He is away – day 11/14
August 6, 2006Wednesday, August 2Nd We chatted today… on-line . For the first time since he left (11 days ago); this was the first time we had some “real time” conversation. It felt so good… Things are happening regarding my interview. I’ve got a call from HR person… she was pretty nice on the phone, and she [...]
He is away – day 10/14
August 6, 2006Tuesday, August 1St I got a nice email: “…I miss you badly and I will never leave you alone again or go places without you…things are empty and half baked without you sharing them with me…”. I hope that he will be able to make this come true. I hope that we will never be [...]
He is away – day 9/14
August 6, 2006Monday, July 31St Job was OK today… got a new responsibility. Now I’m an owner of a part of the project. I’m kinda proud of myself, and I hope that he will be also. I still can’t get used to the fact that he is not around. That I’m sleeping alone in the bed… but I [...]
He is away – day 8/14
August 6, 2006Sunday, July 30Th Weekend is over… tomorrow back to work… thanks God. This is the loneliest weekend ever. I had a friend all afternoon today here, we talked about a lot of things, and studied for interview – so overall, I made good use of this day… Got a nice email… he told me that now his whole [...]
He is away – day 7/14
August 6, 2006Saturday, July 29Th Weekend is here… Had a lunch with a friend… had a nice time actually. We went to Malaysian restaurant – a lot of memories, nice ones. It felt good to think about something else, not only how lonely I am. Discussed a lot of things about work… and about my upcoming interview. Got a [...]
He is away – day 6/14
August 6, 2006Friday, July 28Th OK, OK… Friday. Last day of the working week. It went pretty well, considering the circumstances… The only thing that is not allowing me to be happy is this feeling of loneliness I have. And I have a need to express myself, to share my thoughts, my sadness and my happiness… and [...]
He is away – day 5/14
August 6, 2006Thursday, July 27Th One more day… just as any other day without him… morning -> sad that he is not here; noon -> sad that he is not here; evening -> sad that he is not here… and night -> I don’t need to blog about the night – the loneliest part of the 24 hour cycle… [...]
