More thoughts about him
I feel the need to share my thoughts… why is he so special for me…
He is just the greatest guy I ever met. This was short and to the point, I guess
. But let me clarify this a little bit.
He just knows what I need, when I need it, and how I need it. He is always there to make my dreams come true. Don’t get me wrong, he is not my minion, always at my disposal. He just knows the right portion of what I need. I’m very happy to have a man like him in my life. He is totally with me, and he is not losing himself in that process of giving. He is a man who is not scared to be open and to give.
Sometimes I really think that we are made for each other – two people with same principles, same wishes, and same desires. I never thought that someone like that exists – someone who feels about me the same way I feel about him – and this is only making our relationship even more profound.
And also, one more quality about him that I appreciate so much is that we are able to talk… for hours. It’s not like: I’m talking or he is talking… it is actual conversation, exchanging thoughts and ideas. And it’s so nice to find someone who is capable of giving ideas, and listening to other people thoughts. I enjoy our evenings together, when we get cozy on the love seat and discuss so many different things… it amazes me how he can talk about everything. He is not a guy for just one topic…
Soon, we will move in together, and take our relationship to a different level. It’s a big step, but I’m not afraid that this might ruin something. He is so right for me, that I know that this is the right decision, and that we need to be together as much as possible. I know that we are going to be together forever, and that’s something what comes from deep inside me – just knowing things. We often surprise each other with the words, actions… like “that’s the same thing I was going to say/do”… and it feels so god.
I was not aware that relationship like this might exist somewhere in the Universe – the complete compatibility. And I found a man who is so right for me. He is stimulating me to be a better person, to reach higher goals… with his help and support. I just hope that I’m able to provide him with same help and support that he is giving me.
I heard a while back that there is a higher plan, goal for each and every one of us, and when you are acting according to that higher plan, everything goes easy in your life. Something like: living accordingly to principles of nature. And I was pretty skeptic about that… you know – I’m more like “do it yourself” girl… no higher things, but you must put an effort, and make it possible for yourself. But since I’m with him, everything is so easy, everything is just right, falling into right place – I hope that you are able to follow me with this… I just have so many thoughts about it, that I’m afraid that I’m not able to put them into right words and express myself properly. But the thing is: things that were so hard to do now are so easy… like: there are no problems and/or obstacles at all.
I just hope that everything will keep going on this track… I don’t want to lose this, what I have, what we have… it’s too precious and I’m enjoying every moment of it.
August 30, 2006 at 5:41 pm
Reading this makes me so happy for you for what you have and feel ,and jealous of you for the same reasons.