He is away – day 11/14
Wednesday, August 2Nd
We chatted today… on-line 
. For the first time since he left (11 days ago); this was the first time we had some “real time” conversation. It felt so good…
Things are happening regarding my interview. I’ve got a call from HR person… she was pretty nice on the phone, and she wants me to start the process for arranging my interview. I’m quite excited about all that, but sad that he is not here with me to share all these things. But he will come soon. Only few more days to go without him.
I’m quite sad that so many nice things are happening in my life right now, and I don’t have anyone with whom I can share this… so I told my sister what’s going on… and she was happy. I didn’t told to my parents… I don’t know why, I guess because I’m scared what will happen if I fail… I know that they see me as a successful person, and I’m scared that that might change if I fail on this interview.
Oh, I miss him so much. He could be so helpful. I wish to tell to my parents, but I’m not sure should I? He could give me a good advice, as usual. And also he could help me with all preparations. But I guess that I’m on my own with this. I hope that I will be able to make it come true. If I manage to pass, and get hired… then no more worries 
. That’s a nice thought. And he will be so proud of me if I make it. I want to make him proud, I really do.
And I survived 11th day without him… 3 days more to go.
