More thoughts about him

I feel the need to share my thoughts… why is he so special for me… He is just the greatest guy I ever met. This was short and to the point, I guess . But let me clarify this a little bit. He just knows what I need, when I need it, and how I need it. [...]

Eating habits…

I realized that I’m gaining weight… and fast. So he is trying to not allow me to eat fatty food. That’s sweet of him, but he is eating in front of me! Anyway… wondering… is he going to do that in other occasions? I mean… just that my body needs food. I’m all stressed out [...]

Questions…

We talked few days back how it would be great if we move in together . That was settled (at least in my mind) and I was so happy… I mean: I got a job offer, I feel really great, I have a great man next to me, and we think to move in together? [...]

My dearest is back!

Sunday, August 6, 3PM… My dearest is finally back from his trip to India! It’s so nice: feeling his touch again… after so long… Being in his arms made me feel complete again. That was the missing part. That was the thing I was missing for the previous two weeks… and it felt like it [...]

He is away – day 14/14

Saturday, August 5Th Day was pretty slow… On the phone with my friend… and then whole afternoon chilling in the bed, watching cartoons… and in the evening on the phone with my family… and in the middle of our talk, someone is pinging me on YM…. IT’S HIM! My first thought: HE DIDN’T LEFT INDIA!!! [...]

He is away – day 13/14

Friday, August 4Th One more work week is done… and one more weekend ahead of me… but he will be here on Sunday. I’m not able to believe that just one more day without him, and he will be here, next to me… holding me in his arms… I will feel his lips again… When [...]

He is away – day 12/14

Thursday, August 3Rd We chatted again this evening… that was so nice, and relaxing. I’m just happy that he is managing to find some time for me. I know that he is enjoying with his family, and I’m feeling kinda guilty, because he is on-line with me, instead of making a good use of every [...]

He is away – day 11/14

Wednesday, August 2Nd We chatted today… on-line . For the first time since he left (11 days ago); this was the first time we had some “real time” conversation. It felt so good… Things are happening regarding my interview. I’ve got a call from HR person… she was pretty nice on the phone, and she [...]

He is away – day 10/14

Tuesday, August 1St I got a nice email: “…I miss you badly and I will never leave you alone again or go places without you…things are empty and half baked without you sharing them with me…”. I hope that he will be able to make this come true. I hope that we will never be [...]

He is away – day 9/14

Monday, July 31St Job was OK today… got a new responsibility. Now I’m an owner of a part of the project. I’m kinda proud of myself, and I hope that he will be also.  I still can’t get used to the fact that he is not around. That I’m sleeping alone in the bed… but I [...]